So much to do- So little time

I am not really worried to much about the future anymore, i mean what is there really to be worried about?

"the future will come when it comes,
Death will take you when it takes you.
Worry not about the future
Worry only for today"
-Anonymous

I think living by this has done me some good, i am getting better at keeping my home and keeping up with need to do Stuff, as well as making dinner each night and Getting Vanyel to bed on time. Being a homemaker isn't as easy as people make it look, Especially with Children, i mean on top of trying to find 5 minutes to spend with the husband figure in your life there are Dishes, Laundry, Diapers, Baths, Reading, washing floors, cleaning little messes, walls, Vacuuming, grocery shopping, and 3 Square meals a day for your loved ones. Don't even get me started on Entertaining, there is 10 times the amount of things that have to get done when your entertaining a guest or family.

I am looking forward to a small break but i am finally getting into the swing of things, Especially when i have a little help in the way of a roomie who loved to sit for me since he loves my son so much, he thinks Vanyel is the greatest. Vanyel is getting to an age where he likes to help so picking up and throwing things out is Much easier then it used to be, now he helps me toss things out instead of bringing me the garbage piece by piece as i am trying to throw it out, he loves to help carry in groceries and go for walks which yes i guess it adds more to what needs to be done, but this can be added to the list of fun things int he day.

We do so much around here now i never have any time for myself, i spend as much time as i can with friends and seeing a professional really helped that, he said i need to try and get close with my friends and any relationships i have because they will help ease the stress i have to deal with and help make me happy. i am supposed to do all kinds of things i can't really find time for but i will try to find time for my friends at least. no more outings for me since money is scarce again but i am trying to make it work out, i am looking at getting to work again when my doctors letter expires (if i don't need a new one) and maybe see if i can't make some money to help out. or at least to have to go out with so i don't have to ask the husband for it.

Things are great, although money IS a little tight i am not really worried any more as long i keep renting my spare room out. i don't have an office but most people keep their computers in their living room anyway.


OK well i guess i am done talking there isn't much more for me to say this week i am doing great and life is good ... Have a good one!!